07-18-2005

A new workweek is born with a weary disgust for all mankind. I think it just bugs me that it seems like I was born in a real low point for humanity. 500 years ago, people actually gave a shit about things. Many people spent their entire lives trying to discover the true meaning of life or trying to make the world a better place for the next guy. Now all we can do is find ways to nat have to work or to live off of someone else or "fuck the man" or whatever while we sit on the couch eating whatever our foodstamp card would buy us and watching the world pass us by. What a shame it is that there is no integrity, no dignity left for mankind! I should just be quiet and realize that this is the world I live in and there's no changing it, but it pisses me off to no end because there is so much more for us than what we have become. OK, that's my rant for today. More tomorrow.

07/14/2005

Another beautiful day in the motherfucking neighborhood. I sent a letter to the Union yesterday telling them that if they don't send a qualified HVAC tech here within 48 hours, I'm going to hire my own and they can kiss my ass. I stated these things in the most civil and professional way my limited bullshit tolerance will let me, but I know the entire workforce wants me to die a thousand terrible deaths. I expect UA suicide bombers to arrive in my office at any moment. Anyway, I need to fire Jeff but I can't do it until I find a replacement for him. He is in so much financial trouble that he is afraid to walk out his front door every day and to cure this, he is selling pirated DVD's in my fucking building! I also found out that he did several years of hard time in Illinois for theft, theft by check, etc... Thanks to PublicData.com for that spicy little tidbit. The guy has 2 social security numbers so that when he shits his nest with an employer or the law or the IRS, he just moves to another town and starts over as the other guy. So how is your day, guys? Post a comment and let me know. Bitch, moan, cry or whatever the fuck you feel like. I want to know if I am alone in thinking that the world is a shitty place and getting shittier by the day.

07/11/2005

Another fine Monday in Shitworld. Jeff is pissed off because I stopped covering his time off, even though he has been paid for probably $1,000.00 worth of time that he didn't work for. What the fuck makes these people think I owe them all this shit? I have to work my ass off for everything I get, and most of the time I don't even get credit for it. Dad is pissed because we didn't go out to their house over the weekend when we were helping Rusty remodel his house. He thinks that visiting their uber-boring ass is far more important than helping a friend in need. I'm glad I never take after the example set by my parents. What a bunch of dicks I am surrounded by in this world! Why can't everybody just realize the way things are, accept their place in the world, and just fucking deal with it? What is so wrong with simply dealing with the life you have and not causing everyone around you a pain in the ass??? Hell, maybe I'm a pain in the ass to some people, but if I am it certainly isn't due to not giving a shit! I try so hard to be a decent person and not be a pain in anyone's ass, and what do I get? Shit on, that's right, shit on! Maybe I just expect too much from people, but it seems to me that everyone else should put as much effort into their life as I do. So many people just take it all for granted and keep expecting things they haven't earned. It is depressing to see that the world has gone to shit this way.

05/10/2005

Today, as so many other days, I am fucking pissed off at the never ending stream of fucking morons I have to deal with. What the fuck makes that stupid cunt Betty think anyone wants to hear her fucking opinion? Anyone can take a quick glance at any aspect of her life and see that she is not one to be taking advice from. The bitch is a fucking idiot in every sense of the word! She fucking works for me, but then she thinks that it's her goddamn duty to tell me how to do my fucking job! What, does she think that just because she's like fuckin' 200 years older than me that she's somehow smarter? The bitch is like 50 and acts like every day is her first day on Earth. She doesn't know about anything. And what the fuck is John's problem? That worthless heap of dogshit doesn't know shit from wild honey but somehow he thinks he has the right to tell me how to run this fucking business? He has been fired from every job he has ever had in his entire life! Why the fuck won't they let me run his worthless ass off? He doesn't do a goddamn thing but nose around in everything that's none of his fucking business and what does he get for it? Job security and far more priveleges than I have ever been granted. I really need to take that other job and just get the fuck away from this whole fucking pile of shit before I just lose it one day and start bodyslamming people right here in the office... More on that later...

07/05/2005

At work again this morning like always. I guess there's not much to write about, but for some reason I feel like I should write anyway. It just seems like lately something big is looming over me like a big black stormcloud about to rain on my ass, but I can't figure out what the fuck it is. Are there big changes ahead of me? Maybe it's time for my life to turn itself wrong-side-out and upside-down again like it does about every three years or so... Remember 3 years ago was when I split up with Vonicle and met Lisa and started the new job? Yeah and 3 years before that was when I married Voncile and started the job @ Texas Mechanical. I guess if things change again maybe it will be a better job or something. I don't wanna change spouses again, I'm getting sick of that shit. So I guess there was something to write about after all, huh?