07/11/2005

Another fine Monday in Shitworld. Jeff is pissed off because I stopped covering his time off, even though he has been paid for probably $1,000.00 worth of time that he didn't work for. What the fuck makes these people think I owe them all this shit? I have to work my ass off for everything I get, and most of the time I don't even get credit for it. Dad is pissed because we didn't go out to their house over the weekend when we were helping Rusty remodel his house. He thinks that visiting their uber-boring ass is far more important than helping a friend in need. I'm glad I never take after the example set by my parents. What a bunch of dicks I am surrounded by in this world! Why can't everybody just realize the way things are, accept their place in the world, and just fucking deal with it? What is so wrong with simply dealing with the life you have and not causing everyone around you a pain in the ass??? Hell, maybe I'm a pain in the ass to some people, but if I am it certainly isn't due to not giving a shit! I try so hard to be a decent person and not be a pain in anyone's ass, and what do I get? Shit on, that's right, shit on! Maybe I just expect too much from people, but it seems to me that everyone else should put as much effort into their life as I do. So many people just take it all for granted and keep expecting things they haven't earned. It is depressing to see that the world has gone to shit this way.